Last week I discussed the idea of how every girl should have a ballerina moment, and shared my inspiration for a ballerina inspired dress, using my grandmother’s fabric and pattern.
I have definitely had my ballerina moment now, and it was worth every bit of angst and mad sewing and panicked moment of ‘Oh no! I’ve ruined my fabric!’.
As it turned out, my ballerina moment wasn’t, as I had planned, the Windy Lindy ‘Enchantment Under the Sea’ ball. The dress was done, and I wore it, but the ball was a bit of a wash-out for me: the music was too loud, the dance floor too crowded, the theme didn’t quite come together, and I wasn’t feeling well the whole weekend.
So I had to wait another week to be a ballerina, but it came together perfectly: I spent the night in Palmerston North with the fabulous Juliet of The Crazy Gypsy Chronicles, and we had a girl’s night and ate Korean and had too much chocolate silk cake and stayed up too late at night getting excited talking about history and linguistics and sewing and sharing our fabric and pattern stashes and Victorian letter writing books and between-the-wars etiquette guides and basically geeking out about being us. And then the next day we went to Palmy’s Fabric-a-Brac and gorged on more fabric deliciousness and basically had the ultimate sewist weekend.
But before we did that, we had a photoshoot in the Palmerston North Esplanade, amongst the rhododendron trees and in the fountain pool and the gazebo.
And, despite the freezing wind, and a shoe malfunction, and the wrong bra so the bodice doesn’t fit properly, I felt utterly gorgeous and ballerina-y.
In addition to my ballerina moment, I had a Cecil Beaton interlude with the spring iris display:
And a bit of la dolce vita when Juliet convinced me to get in the fountain:
Looking back at the pictures, and thinking of how I felt as I left Wellington for the drive up to Palmerston North, I realised that my ballerina moment had become about far more than putting on a pretty pink dress and pretending to be a dancer. It was a little opportunity to get away from my life, which has been too hectic and busy and stressful lately. It gave me a space and time away from the pressures I put on myself. Be competent. Capable. Mature. Do everything. Live up to everyone’s expectations. Always have the answers. Get it right.
The fluffy pink dress was something I had to do before I was too old for it, because being a ballerina is a little girl’s dream. But being a child for a moment is the most important thing, no matter how old I am. I have to have those moments to be a little girl again, as a relief valve for everything I demand of myself.
Ballerina moments and time in trees are my personal alternative universes, where I can pretend that I don’t have to worry about anything but how pretty the hem of my skirt is when I twirl. And I think we all need that kind of moment, however we express it.
The Challenge: #20 Alternative Universe
The Alternative Universe: Ballet is basically an alternative universe in and of itself: a world where stories and emotions are all told silently, on point. The ballets that inspired me were all based on fairytales set in fantasy lands where fairy godmothers grant wishes, the dead dance with the living as spirits, girls become birds, and princesses sleep for centuries as roses grow around them. I also wore the dress to an ‘Enchantment Under the Sea’ ball (a la Back to the Future), and anything with time travel has to be an alternative universe!
Fabric: 5 metres of vintage silk organza embroidered with ribbon roses, from my Grandmother, and 2.5m of vintage polished cotton from Fabric-a-Brac ($8 for almost 5m)
Pattern: Butterick 6485
Year: The pattern is from 1952/3, but my inspiration included ballet costumes of the 1830s & 40s.
Notions: cotton thread, bias tape (3 whole packets, also from Fabric-a-Brac), and a vintage zip.
How historically accurate is it?: Not at all for my 1830s/40s inspiration, as the pattern and sewing techniques are all 1950s.
Hours to complete: 7-9
First worn: To a Back to the Future ‘Enchantment Under the Sea’ ball, Sat 25 Oct, and then again on Halloween for the photoshoot.
Total cost: Under $10.